आंसू
मयूर सुवरण, कलानिधि दिलकाश।
सोवत इक्शाना भीतर भाग वाः ।
गद्दा भरीजे कीलालं ।
कण्ठस्थ भीतर राखे बृहत्काय एजा।
मानो बनावे झंझावात।
उत्रिद्रता भरी जावे रैन। तक्रीर करे कीस्यूँ।
मुन्सिफाना रवान आंसू ।
रात्रि जावे।
पाछे तबस्सुम भरे।
मस्नोई।।
Dirty New Dress
Today was a good day. I felt happy and accomplished. When my mother came home, I even twirled around and showed her my dress. She laughed and called me beautiful. Everything was perfect today, and nothing could have ruined it. Nothing should have ruined it. I heard my father shouting at my mother. I scooted closer to my room's door, wishing on my soul he was just talking normally but in a higher voice. But, he was shouting at her, they were talking about divorce. It was something that happened because of me. It's quite funny when you know they'll not last but when you hear them say it out loud, it's harder than how you thought how it would be. It's like the universe is making fun of you. Playing with pieces that hurt even when touched, but they throw it around. For the past year, the bathroom has been my hiding place when I cry, so that nobody can see me cry. They won't kill me if they catch me crying, but, they have never caught me, so I'm not sure. I
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